3/29/2006
我都不知道我的心情什么时候好过。
天气终于放晴了,和我的心情正好相反。
还在考研与不考之间不停摇摆。
昨天对着寝室里的某同学发火,竟然把人家弄哭了,所以到了最后不对的人就变成我了。
我也没办法,我就是不想掩饰自己的情绪。
无所谓了,宿舍里本来就是7个农村的对我一个,她们从开学第一天起就已经对我有很深的成见了。和那些人本来就没有什么共同语言。表面上相安无事已经非常难得了,偶尔出现的矛盾根本就是正常的不能再正常。只是现在寝室里更不能待了而已。
突然想到来学校时火车上我上铺的那个男生说的,那些农村来的人其实是最无知最自私的。虽然说得有些重了,但是我的体会貌似就是如此。
春天来了,学校里开满了花。原来这个破烂学校还是有一些好的地方的……
3/23/2006
上午在图书馆看书。刚从书架上把书抽出来,突然觉得天旋地转头晕目眩,一时间不知道改怎么办好。在身后的墙上靠了一小会儿,还是没有缓解。又在面前的书架上靠了一下,这回头晕貌似减轻了那么一点点,但手脚又开始发麻,而且还出现了耳鸣。趁我还有最后一点力气,我拖着书包以尽可能快的速度冲回了寝室倒在床上。庆幸自己没有在大庭广众下晕倒。
我把我的情况描述了一遍之后,她们都劝我到医院去做检查。当然,校医院是不可能去的了,一年前的阴影还在呢。那就只能不上下午的课到外面的医院去看病了。
BT狐和小样当仁不让地要陪我去。
不过……在车子快到医院之前,狐的爸爸打了个电话过来询问情况。最后得出的结果是我只是血压有些底,只需要到学校的卫生室量量血压就OK了……
我们在医院的收费处旁边开了一下会,最后决定——不看病了,逛街去~
结果就是我们冒着不小的雨在街上晃荡了一下午。特别是在那家价廉物美的PU Shop。可能是一个月都没有逛街了吧……
在路上还在编诸如:医生说我因为穿的太少才会晕倒,所以我们就去买衣服了……之类的借口。
回到寝室之后还收到小P的关心短信……
翘课逛街,为什么我们一点负罪感都没有呢……
3/20/2006
周六跟着生物工程班去了九鲤湖。
刚下车的时候还以为这又是一个骗钱的地方,人造的一切风景让我后悔把相机带过来。
直到走到比较里面的地方,又冒险越过已经快退色的警戒线,走到悬崖边,才发现,风景很好。
不过回来后被某狐告知要喊自己的名字~天啊~我只顾着和睿睿还有小沈一起喊“我爱X大”了……
3/16/2006
完了,心情又开始低落,又要开始破罐破摔了。
好不容易说服自己去考村小,现在又开始觉得自己在拿自己的前途开玩笑。其实只是因为觉得那些参考书目里的书貌似写的不太有分量,虽然那些写书的人一个个都一副很牛X的样子。觉得这里边有猫腻(是不是我想太多了……)。
昨天用小样的电脑把LIVE8海德公园的录像看了一遍(我就爱干这种过时的事)。当天全世界的很多地方一定都在为之疯狂。那时我貌似只是在第二天的国际时讯里看到了报导。是我的消息太闭塞还是我生活的地方与世隔绝,我不知道。
下午上环境监测的时候在听断背山的原声,今天的天气很适合听这样的音乐。
我的好心情在晚饭后无意中看到一个讨厌的人时立刻消失的无影无踪。果然,我的屏蔽功能还不够强大。
没办法,到处都有讨厌的人。
还好,我们掉渣党(我,小样狐+小样)还能在一起活动。
3/6/2006
今天的环境监测实验果然做了很久,不过中间有些小插曲挺好玩:
和我同组的小兰同志去采水样的时候顺便(不小心)捞了一条小鱼上来。本来很想邪恶地把鱼和水样一起处理的,但是呢,谁教我是如此善良的一只猫,决定实验过后找个容器把它带回去。另,如果我的天使被恶魔打败的话,鱼的下场如下:先是和20mL水样一起装入磨口锥形瓶中,再加10mL重铬酸钾(有毒),以及玻璃沸石若干(鱼会被砸晕吧),还有,30mL浓硫酸(这个就不用多做解释了),800度加热回流2小时……最后会不会是被煮成一锅“鲜美”的鱼汤呢……
实验过程中大米她们那组“正好”把容器弄裂了(但是没有漏水哦),老师本来打算扔掉的,但我发现可以拿来当鱼的窝之后就把鱼转到了里面,做完实验就把鱼带回寝室了~
在我们寝室安家的鱼:
再,今天的实验貌似总在和浓硫酸打交道,想躲也躲不开,倒的时候总是战战兢兢的,生怕……还好到最后还是平安无事。不过向来精明的飞蛾同学今天的运气似乎不太好,总是被硫酸溅到,其中还有一次跑到水龙头旁很哀怨地说,完了,我今天破相了……
今天也是奥斯卡颁奖的日子,各个奖项也如之前各类专家的猜测各有归属。不过我只关心李安和他的断背山。
前天和狐一起看了断背山。虽然翻译得很烂,虽然声音很小,虽然旁边总是时不时冒出一只煞风景的兔子,但我还是觉得,断背山真的是一部好电影。其他的也不想多说什么了,该说的也都被别人说完了。忍不住再插一句,这真的是一部好电影啊~
昨晚看了Animatrix,嗯嗯,虽然时不时地还是会被兔子汗到,但,(以下省略若干字)。结论,不错,真的很不错……
看完这个之后又看了“春运帝国”,不知这可不可以也算进Matrix系列里……
3/4/2006
昨天下午上课的时候,小样一脸坏笑地从书包里抽出我的线代书,原来是在头一天被她不小心收进书包里了,晕……
无聊继续
1.How Evil Are You?
| You Are 30% Evil |
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
2.The Animal Personality Test
| Your Animal Personality |
Your Power Animal: Deer
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda
You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker. While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational. |
3. At What Price Would You Sell Out?
| On Average, You Would Sell Out For |
$1,123,950 |
感觉有点便宜了……
4. What Temperment Are You?
| You Have a Melancholic Temperament |
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. |
说得还是很准的……
5.How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
| You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
Well,看来他们真的说对了……
6.What Type of Weather Are You?
| You Are Sunshine |
Soothing and calm You are often held up by others as the ideal But too much of you, and they'll get burned
You are best known for: your warmth
Your dominant state: connecting |
you are my sunshine,my only sunshine……
7.What's Your Religious Philosophy?
| You are Agnostic |
You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. |
3/3/2006
今天突然发现线代课本被我弄丢了,估计是丢在昨天上环境监测的教室里,今天回去找,果然没找着。难道这预示着我还是不要考研的好?嗯……想多了……
无聊之中,继续玩我的小测试:
1. What Kind of Coffee Are You?
| You Are a Frappacino |
At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low |
2. What's Your Hidden Talent?
| Your Hidden Talent |
You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there. |
I am soooo glad to hear that~
3.What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
| Your Birthdate: July 28 |
You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance.
Your strength: Your bold approach to life
Your weakness: You don't accept help
Your power color: Bronze
Your power symbol: Pyramid
Your power month: October |
4.What Should You Major In?
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language |
5.
| Your Hawaiian Name is: |
Haleigha Keilana |
呵呵~
3/1/2006
1.
| Your Irish Name Is... |
Caoimhe O'Callaghan |
听起来是有些奇怪的说,不过很好玩~
2.What Tarot Card Are You?
| You Are The Magician |
You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.
Your fortune:
You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. |
只问了我的名字就知道啦?一点都不严谨……
3.What American City Are You?
| You Are Austin |
A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way.
Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick |
hehe~
4.What Language Should You Learn?
| You Should Learn Swedish |
Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general. Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around! |
虽然还没学过,但是北欧貌似挺吸引我的。
5.What Color Heart Do You Have?
| Your Heart Is Purple |
For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection. If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.
Your flirting style: Sincere
Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house
Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive
What you bring to relationships: Understanding |
The same as Fanny's……
6.What's Your French Name?
| Your French Name is: |
Lorraine Clement |
7.What Do People Think Of Your Face?
| What Your Face Says |
At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.
With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. |
界个……我也说不清楚准还是不准
终于再次被点名玩这个游戏……点我名的是Iris(和我同名~)
被点名者在自己blog上写下答案,并加一个题目,然后把题目丢给另外五个人,并且到这些人的留言版上留下:“你被点名了。”这五个人在自己的blog注明是从哪一个blogger那里传来的题目,然后写下答案,并另写一个问题,再去贴另外五个人。比如你自己回答16个问题,你回答完了再加一个,被你点名的博友就要回答17个题目,如此继续下去.
Q1:2006年,你的野心是什么?
考研,考上那个某某大学
Q2:如果你可以变成动漫/卡通里的角色,你想变成谁,说出原因.
基诺,可以四处流浪的酷酷小孩
Q3:你睡前最后一个念头是什么?
困……
Q4:另一半如果出轨的话,你会怎么做?
立刻一刀两断
Q5:如果另一半出轨,但他/她真心诚意地改正错误,你会原谅他吗?
也许
Q6:被我点名了你开心吗?
嘿嘿~
Q7:你有失眠过吗?除了物理刺激(如咖啡<--对我无效和红牛<--怀疑成分是否安全)和唱K看球赛之外,
当然有过
Q8:春节了,想不想自己有新的变化(可以是外表或者思想)
当然想
Q9:要是有一天你发现你出生的时候被抱错了,也就是你现在爸妈不是你亲生父母,那你打算怎么办?(电视剧看多了...= =)
凉拌
Q10:八卦之心目中的理想伴侣是怎样的?
……………………
Q11: 如果打开电脑发现所有的文档、程序都不见了,会有什么反应?
崩溃
Q12:有了500万,你要怎么花?
使劲地花
Q13:偶在你们的心目中是什么样的?
???
Q14:能否让爱变得简单?(有感于和朋友的谈话)简简单单相爱,简简单单生活,简简单单厮守,你觉得简单的根源在哪里?
在于这是不可能地~
Q15:你什么时候写的BLOG 为什么开始的?从中得到了什么收获
一年前,该开始的时候
Q16:是游戏重要还是人重要,人离开了游戏,感情会跟以前一样么?网络的友情能维系多久?
当然是人重要
Q17:那么,如果某天你打开你的SPACEorBLOG,发现该空间被注销,你会怎么办~?(够狠吧..)
重新申请一个啊~
Q18:你遇到过的最危险的一次经历是什么?
差点摔下悬崖
Q19疯女人们, 啥时候能聚在一起带我去K歌,吃好吃的呢? 嘿嘿 ( 别介意, 这的确是我最想问的问题~~)
…………………………
Q20思念的形状???
无形
Q21恋爱的目的是什么?
不了解
Q22你想什么时候结婚?
可不可以不结婚
Q23现在的你心情好么?为什么?
一般,刚刚知道CET-6的成绩
Q24做第三者是不是一件很卑劣的事情?
有点
我就不往下传了~哈~